Tuesday, December 22, 2009

..and so this is christmas..

...and a happy new year..soon it'll be over, just like every year..

BUT for what it's worth..here's wishing you another Merry X'mas & Hopefully an even greater New Year...oh dear and 2012 is just around the corner... :(



have a happy happy...

Monday, December 21, 2009

Oi..! Stupid !!

..this is so so stupid !! and what a lousy excuse..!!

We have been told that there is a queue of people on mechanical heart machines waiting for heart donors at IJN, and here we have the deceased family offering to donate his organs, and in the midst of their bereavement, they took the trouble to inform the IJN...but you people took more than 3 hours to go collect and then you had the nerve to tell the family that they should have called someone else instead. So it's the family's fault, is it??? or are we saying the IJN took some time before they got the information to the Sultanah Aminah Hospital (HSA) ??

Hello ??!! IJN has been screaming and shouting about organ transplantation programs and has been highlighting these in the MEDIA again and again and again...of course people are gonna call the IJN mah. Now you come and say those in Johor should contact the HSA instead..wah seh..this is news to me, very likely news to all the people in the state..

but you know, that is such an idiotic statement to make (you need a good PR fella to help you make press statements)..!! or maybe you should get your officers off their high chairs and their butts on the scene immediately the next time an opportunity like this comes along...!! maybe there's a loss of communication somewhere along the way, but something like this needs fool-proof standard operating procedures..dont you agree?

I'm canceling my card. i have a feeling my organs will probably go to waste anyway...


Friday, December 18, 2009

OOooooo...

...i'm such a sucker for magic and fantasy..this one coming, should be really good...makes harry potter look like kiddie stuff...wait a minute, hp is kiddie stuff...hehehe



Wednesday, December 16, 2009

it's here...it's here...!!







...first look at my Baby...

woohoo.........see her first pics..unadulterated (hehe..means before i do any structural modifications lor..like sports skirting, lowered springs etc..etc..)..

nice hor..now must go see if this baby can burn some tyres on the highway...whooooooeeeeeeeee............




Tuesday, December 15, 2009

still waiting......



..i'm still waiting ahhhhhhhh...it's tuesday already. the agent just called and said that my car needs to go for inspection since it is a CBU (completely built-up unit)..and i'm like WT* !! it's an imported car of extremely reputable quality (ok ok..i'm exaggerating a bit here but you know what i mean..but hey that's what all the reviews say so far ok?), with 5-star NCAA ratings or Euro whatever ratings some more and yet, they want to send my car to Puspakom for inspection?? eh hullo..............this car already running on the roads of America and Europe and if they feel is good enough for them, is definitely good enough for me leh !!..plus anything korean is my kimchi...comprendo?? you see Rain in Ninja Assassin, awesome right? if cicakman can impress me all the same, then i keep my mouth shut !!

plus they say since it's a CBU, they need me to personally go to JPJ to show my face because of some AP requirement or whatever..yadda, yadda, yadda..,otherwise, i need to pay an additional RM150 to the runner to do it for me..!! if i'm a potential foreign investor looking to buy a multi-million ringgit property and you create all these unnecessary bureaucratic hassles (or is it only because i need to feed some poor fella along the way kah?), you think i want to still put my money here ah??

Eh by the way..if i go to JPJ hor, who gonna take care of my shop, you tell me lah?? niamah....

Thursday, December 10, 2009

coming soon...

..will be getting my forte next tuesday or latest wednesday..hehe
am taking the bright silver color and the 1.6 SX model (price RM81,800)..like what you see below..will tell you how the drive is when i get my hands on the wheel..
looks like an early christmas gift for me..ho ho ho....!







Wednesday, November 18, 2009

..guess what..?

..i changed my mind about the Hyundai i10 oredi. Canceled it at the very last minute..why??

because of this lor (they just announced the launch and i had almost given up waiting for this one since July...lucky me, i have not taken hold of the i10....)..hehe..and the one i booked is exactly like what you see here..except i have not decided whether to go for the 1.6 (RM76K) or the 2.0 (RM94K)..

now i just cant wait to get me hands on this beauty...
..but that also means i gotta go moonlight some where to make more money...haha











beautiful..what say you??














but if you really ask me what my ultimate dream car is..it would have to be this one..looks familiar??








more pics of this sexy babe here..









































..and if you like what you have seen so far..here's something to get you even more excited..




Saturday, November 7, 2009

..tired of waiting..















..for the kia cerato koup already..

have decided to go for this one instead..hehehe..i know, i know, you gonna say, alamak, what an anti-climax..but hey, it's cute, and i like it...plus it's my money anyway...hahahahaaha

nice hor...

..should be getting hold of this baby in about two weeks..but i'm afraid i had to trade-in my savvy baby to get this one..can you imagine i got offered just rm17.7k for a 4-year old savvy (which still looks almost new) that cost me 42K in 2005 !!!...talk about no-value for money. wah-liao eh !

anyway, mine's gonna be a silver colored one (how boring...but practical)..and i'm gonna be taking the sports rims from my savvy
and transferring them over to this new babe...15" alloys should look good on her...no?


Friday, October 16, 2009

so..this is really

...goodbye..

i heard the sad news from my cousin yesterday. told me you left quietly. i said a little prayer for you as you embarked on your new journey and hoped that the angels were there to keep you safe and watch over you. i know you are now free from all the pain and discomfort. you rightly told me so, just 3 nights ago in a dream. it was so typical of you. to suddenly burst out and said.."hey..!! i'm okay already. see...no more pain" ..and you gave that signature laugh of yours, and i noticed that you "looked" so very very young..

and when i told mom about it over the phone the very next day and she relayed that dream to you..i'm sure you must have smiled a little smile in between labored breaths, coz you probably knew it already..and when mom told me that you'd been talking the past few nights about some departed relatives showing up suddenly in the middle of the night, i kinda knew it too..

and yesterday, mom told me that you went so peacefully, after all your cousins and siblings regaled and reminisced to you the old times down at the old house on Burmah Road. i'm sure it brought back a great lifetime of memories for you, beautiful and joyful memories that you softly and quietly took with you...

i'm so sorry i was not there to say goodbye to you, mostly becoz i hate goodbyes but i also know you probably didn't want me to...and i know you know that one fine day, we will all meet again and i'm sure you will have plenty of stories to tell us for eternity..





p/s: i hope you are taking the paper crane with you..





Wednesday, October 14, 2009

2012..


Oh oo...



if these movie trailers dont scare you..maybe the link will...





..end of the world..











Sunday, September 27, 2009

two pictures...


























..pirated these pics from somewhere..i cannot remember where from...haha
but i guess the message is rather clear..



Wednesday, September 16, 2009

happy birthday ah..

..Malaysia..!!

err...umm..the real MALAYSIA..i mean..


Thursday, September 10, 2009

..ok...ok...

..i wasn't planning on writing this..but then, i thought..
what the heck?
i have questioned about life, love and sex..

might as well make the cycle complete..

so here goes..one final question..

...what is death..?

does the mere sound of it send shivers up our spine?
that it destroys anything remotely connected to the divine..
is it something so dreadful and unspeakable..
and does it have to be so sad that it becomes unbearable?

why then can't we just celebrate this phase..?
without having to put on a grieving face..
just like the birth of a new born baby
instead of feeling all mournful and dreary..

is death God's special contraption?
to ensure that we do not miss his connection..
or is it just nature's way of saying..?
too bad man, it's all part of aging..

i am just so curious you see..
if i could just live this life in perpetuity..
is there such a thing as reincarnation?
or am i to be destined for eternal damnation..

so..here's a simple question for you..
what does death and dying really mean to you..?
should it be as what the religions say?
whatever it is, go ahead, tell me, just make my day..




..what is sex..?

really..

i have asked earlier about life and love..
so this just has to be next, right?

so..tell me..anybody..

why is sex so irresistible?
and so so pleasurably remarkable?
from the time we felt those raging hormones
to the time when our bodies are hanging by the bones..

we tell our children that sex is really bad or naughty..
that they should just use their things only for potty..
but when we walk past a beautiful body
we just can't control this absolutely delicious malady..

some people only live and die for sex..
one after another they fill their hunger, and still go..who's next?
is it such an immortal sin as some would say..?
why then, did God give us such delightful toys to play?

some people, on the other hand..
swear by their gods, never to touch a maiden's hand..
to remain steadfast and in complete celibacy..
although for you and me, we might think that's just too crazy..

then there are those who crave among their own..
who are we to say, hey..that meat is really poison..
since that too has been around through the ages
long foreseen and already foretold by the sages..

and some are really into sado-masochism
while others find complete pleasure with tribadism
whatever the types that we truly seek..
i bet this world has got plenty for us to pick..

now tell me..is sex so terribly bad?
that without it, our lives should become so miserably sad..
should we not just ban it throughout the lands..?
keep all the lust at bay, and just soil the hands..

so..would anyone here care to spend..
let's have a thought or two, but let's not condemn
what is this thing called sex..?
speak your mind, my friend, just put them here in text..

hehehehe..


okok..no more poetic thoughts for awhile...and i'm not kidding..!

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

..what is love..

actually..?

is it a warm fuzzy feeling that makes one just wanna sing..?
going round and round doing mostly crazy things..
speaking unspeakable mushiness at every opportunity..
and calling each other baby or honey like silly..

is it a form of possession one has, like a prized trophy?
a medal to be worn for all to see?
does it really make one more complete?
or is it just a fake feeling of totality..
and is it really, truly for keeps..?
or does that depend on one's financial capability..

must it always involve lust or debauchery?
although that would be absolutely nice if you ask me..
but would that be considered as just impurity..?
and more like indulging in scandalous activities..

is it the protective concern for one's child?
that gets so misconstrued until they become naughty and wild..
or just the incessant fussing over one's parents?
for fear that they would physically leave us and never to return..

maybe it's just really about God's unending fellowship..
the only kind of love that needs no membership..
one that's supposedly perpetual and unconditional,
although i must say, it is so hard to fathom and so subliminal..

so..can anyone tell me what love is actually..?

something that each one of us seeks so instinctively..
we fight, we kill, we steal and sometimes we even deal..
and some even offers it free, but only for a meal..
and sometimes, yes sometimes..
this thing can get so fucking unbelievably unreal..!!




p/s: i'm also kidding here (sorry for the f word..hehe).................... :p

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

..what is life..?

does anyone really know?
must death always come after life?
must it always end in misery?
has love got anything to do with it?
or is there anything else better than that?

do you know?
can you tell me?

do we all just live for the senses?
from the time you lived to watch cartoons on TV..
to those times when you lived for everything else..
is there a higher meaning to all our activities everyday?
is there really a purpose to this life that we are living?
or are you just as confused or as indifferent as i am?

are you just going through the motions everyday?
going through the routines like some automated machines..
pretending to know everything in life
but actually not knowing anything at all..
or worse, not knowing that you really do not know anything after all..

do you know?
can you tell me?

you woke up this morning as usual..
went to bed last night the same..
maybe had some physical activity with your partner before you dozed off
so now you go to work..
then you come back..
put the kids to sleep or perhaps not
and it's the same program all over again..

until one day..
you end up on the obituary page..
and it says.."i've fought the good fight, i've kept the faith.."
but did you really? what were you fighting for? who were you fighting with?
was it really faith you had all the way?
could you honestly claim to have done all that..
and not die with any regrets, doubts or the slightest of uncertainties?

do you know?
can you tell me?

then..are you so sure you know where you are headed to after that? or is it just your faith telling you that there can only be heaven or hell and nothing in between? can you truly, without any doubt believe that wholeheartedly?..or is that belief just another false sense of security..just like everything else that you have in your life right now...?

time's running out my friend. you need an answer...and so do i..





p/s: ..this is just a little food for your thoughts today. no need worry too much, be happy, even if you think that you are living the high life or that you might be dying...hehehe

and i'm only kidding...................... :)

Thursday, August 27, 2009

what happened...?

..nothing actually. been really busy this month of august with work and have not really thought much about blogging anyway..plus my mind so blank most of the time..

so until i find something to write about, you'll just have to check back every now and then...

cheers..

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

have you ever..

gotten really really sad after watching some soppy movies or those commercials that really tug at your heartstrings?

watch this and tell me you do not feel a sudden pinch in your heart...



and this..



and this..



and this..



and finally this..



oops..someone just forwarded this one to me...so i just had to squeeze this one in..



so now...are we feeling really really sad??
(is ok one fellas, it wont make you any less macho if you shed a tear or two...)



Sunday, July 26, 2009

this is just so sad..

....Even before anyone of us could get over the recent passing of beng hock, another sudden death has taken away a truly beautiful human being..

RIP yasmin, i have enjoyed all your movies and all your petronas advertisements so much..there's none like you, that have managed to bring out all the innocence and purity of our hearts, despite the evil circumstances that we are surrounded with, and despite the constant barrage of ethnic indoctrination that we are splashed with in our daily lives...with you there, there was always hope and sanity for a lot of us..but now.....








Tuesday, July 21, 2009

a copy and paste..

saw this letter written by one of my favorite bloggers and i just had to cut and paste his article here to share..but i am putting just a bit of it here though. for his full rebuttal to chedet's article, please click on this link to his blog..

Kehadapan Tun Mahathir,

Saya merujuk kepada artikel Tun bertajuk “Kaki Dalam Kasut” yang ditulis pada 20 Julai 2009 di laman web Tun. Izinkan saya berkongsi pendapat saya berkenaan apa yang ditulis oleh Tun.

2. Saya percaya penyoal berpendapat orang bukan Melayu berasa amat tertekan dan kecewa dengan “ketidakadilan” terhadap mereka di Malaysia (oleh Kerajaan yang dikuasai oleh orang Melayu).

Orang bukan Melayu mempunyai alasan yang kukuh untuk berasa amat tertekan dan kecewa dengan ketidakadilan terhadap mereka di Malaysia. Malah bumiputera bukan Melayu khususnya orang Asli dan bumiputera Sabah dan Sarawak juga berkongsi perasaan yang sama kerana mereka turut tidak diberikan layanan yang sama seperti orang Melayu sedangkan mereka merupakan penduduk asal negara ini. Berapa banyakkah individu bumiputera bukan Melayu yang diterima masuk dalam sektor kerajaan dan syarikat-syarikat milik kerajaan seperti Petronas?

3. Saya tidak tahu samada penyoal ini pernah bertanya kepada tokoh bukan Melayu soalan yang sama iaitu perasaan orang Melayu akan keadaan di negara nenek moyang mereka yang mereka sudah jadi kaum yang secara relatif termiskin dan masih ketinggalan.

Tun, kata kunci di sini ialah ‘yang termiskin dan ketinggalan’ dan itu tidak mengira kaum Melayu atau bukan Melayu. Sekiranya bantuan diberikan kepada mereka yang berhak tanpa mengira kaum, warna kulit dan agama dan didapati majoriti yang miskin adalah orang Melayu, ianya akan diterima baik.

Tiada sesiapa akan mempersoalkan dasar sedemikian. Tetapi adalah salah untuk membuat dan memperalatkan sesuatu dasar yang memberikan keutamaan kepada sesuatu kaum tanpa mengira taraf hidup dan keperluan. Malah jika sesuatu dasar itu dilaksanakan dengan mengambil kira keperluan dan merit, majoriti orang Melayu secara automatis yang akan mendapat manfaatnya.

Sudah lebih 30 tahun DEB dilaksanakan dan masih yang banyak orang Melayu yang miskin dan ketinggalan. Bukankah ini memberi petunjuk bahawa DEB telah gagal dalam perlaksanaannya dan sesuatu yang drastik perlu dilakukan? Jurang antara yang miskin dan kaya semakin bertambah, di mana kekayaan hanya tertumpu kepada sekumpulan individu Cina, India dan Melayu?

Dan dengan menggunakan hujah individu-individu paling kaya di Malaysia adalah terdiri daripada mereka yang bukan Melayu, Tun beranggapan adalah patut untuk meneruskan DEB dengan memberikan keutamaan kepada orang Melayu dan menghukum orang bukan Melayu yang miskin dan ketinggalan? Bukankan intipati asal DEB adalah untuk membantu semua yang miskin dan memerlukan pertolongan ekonomi tanpa mengira kaum? Sejak bila DEB itu khusus untuk orang Melayu sahaja?

Oh ya, bukankah mengikut kajian antropologi dan sejarah, kebanyakan orang Melayu di Malaysia dan nenek moyang mereka sebenarnya berasal dari dari Indonesia, Thailand dan India? Malah China? Jadi negara nenek moyang mereka sepatutnya bukan Malaysia, sama seperti saya? Contohnya, Tun sendiri, Khir Toyo dan Syed Hamid Albar?

4. Jika beliau bertanya dan tokoh tersebut menjawab secara ikhlas, beliau akan dapati bahawa orang Melayu amat kecewa dengan kemiskinan relatif mereka sehingga terpaksa meminta-minta sepanjang masa dan juga ketinggalan dalam pelbagai bidang.

Apakah dengan adanya DEB sepanjang 3o lebih tahun ini, orang Melayu sudah maju dalam erti kata sebenarnya dan tidak ketinggalan dalam pelbagai bidang? Pernahkan direnungkan bahawa bilangan orang Melayu yang maju dan tidak ketinggalan sudah bertambah adalah disebabkan pengurangan aras pengukur atau ’standard’ serta pemberian kuota oleh kerajaan bagi membolehkan mereka diterima masuk menyertai bidang-bidang tertentu? Apakah ini boleh dianggap sesuatu pencapaian yang membanggakan? Bukankah ini menipu diri sendiri?

5. Mereka cuba yakin mereka adalah tuan di negara mereka tetapi mereka tahu sebenarnya mereka bukan tuan. Orang bukan Melayu yang menjadi tuan yang sebenar.

Apakah amat penting untuk orang Melayu dan bukan Melayu yang semuanya rakyat Malaysia berebut-rebut menjadi tuan yang sebenar? Mengapa PEMIMPIN-PEMMPIN POLITIK Melayu seperti Tun begitu taksub dengan misi untuk menjadi ‘tuan’? Tun hampir betul dengan mengatakan (SEGELINTIR) orang bukan Melayu yang menjadi tuan yang sebenar walaupun sudah 30 tahun DEB diperalatkan untuk memberi keutamaan kepada orang Melayu. Persoalannya, mengapa ini boleh berlaku?

Orang Melayu memegang tampuk pemerintahan melalui Umno. Keutamaan diberikan kepada orang Melayu dalam perniagaan, ekonomi, pendidikan, peluang pekerjaan dsb. melalu DEB, tetapi yang masih menjadi tuan adalah segelintir orang bukan Melayu? Mengapa ini boleh berlaku? Bukankah itu sesuatu yang pelik dan aneh? Sedangkan yang berkuasa adalah orang Melayu dan dasar-dasar melibatkan sektor-sektor penting memberikan keutamaan kepada orang Melayu?

Dan Tun, sila perbetulkan kenyataan ‘orang bukan Melayu yang menjadi tuan yang sebenar’ dengan menambah ’segelintir’. Saya orang bukan Melayu dan saya langsung tidak merasakan diri saya adalah tuan.


to say that i am very impressed would be an understatement. i only wish that more of us could put in writing frequently what we have always felt very deeply about, as clearly and succinctly as he had done, so that no assumptions are continuously being made to justify for all the excesses that we have witnessed for a such a long time...excesses to benefit those of the elite, at the expense of the rakyat..

..to read the rest of of this great rebuttal, please proceed to : http://bongkersz.com/surat-terbuka-kepada-tun-mahathir. (there is also now an english translation to this text if u prefer to read in that medium)





Friday, July 17, 2009

this nation..

has lost its soul...completely..



where do we go from here??
what has become of us as a people??
where is our humanity??..our conscience??
when did we lose our innocence??
how did we descend to such depths??


dear God, please help us...we beg of you..




























Friday, July 10, 2009

i so want this..




now..between this and the Kia Forte Koup..which one should i get? maybe both..woo hoo..




..but it's no longer available in malaysia..WHY oh WHY????
when it's available practically everywhere else...!! so now, how to get one??
at 700 cc and running 100km using only 3.3 litres of petrol (can you imagine the road tax and fuel savings??), why we dont continue to sell this car is just beyond me..or maybe we're just not so smart after all?





















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