green green grass..

of home..? got such thing one meh?

i'm beginning to wonder if there is really a greener piece of pasture across the seas, so discovered by many already but as yet failed to convince me to trot over and have a taste of it myself, not that i have never experienced life in a different land..and i have had many many such experiences in the past..

lately, in as many days as there are in a week, i have heard of people just packing up and leave. letting go of their businesses lock, stock and barrel, uprooting their families and just... leave. is it really that good over there? or is everyone just having some sort of herd mentality or maybe unknowingly exaggerating some obscure fear factor in their lives to make that move..u know as in.. cognitive dissonance (is that correct?). make-believe so real that it becomes "real"..

so, if i'm to take this objectively, i guess i would have to really list out all the pros and cons of finding the real benefits of taking this physical body elsewhere..so here goes:



Pros
1. New environment, New lifestyle, New friends, New car, New job, New diet
2. Freedom of expression
3. More money
4. More opportunities
5. Less discrimination


Cons
1. New environment, New lifestyle, New friends, New car, New job, New diet ??
2. Freedom of expression?
3. More money?
4. More opportunities?
5. Less discrimination?

there.. got it out of my system, for now..

having said that, i just might find my own little pot of gold some where over the rainbow one day..

watch this wonderful music video..Israel Kamakawiwo'ole ~ Somewhere over the Rainbow

should i be celebrating...?

woo..hoo...if the information correct, it just perked up my weekend..haha

cash rebate for car owners (the Sun June 12th, 2008)

got 3 cars to my name, using only one most of the time with the other two parked in my porch..and that means i got rm 1875 coming my way..maybe i should just go out and buy two more pieces of junk..




funny isn't it? for some reason, i am not exactly rejoicing (to be honest)..just trying to make sense of it all..hmm

meanwhile...i am so inspired by this personality..

read here..

and

view here

and then here

me so stupid...

if you just recently visited my blog, you would have noticed the audio-visual enhancements that i have just added. nice isn't it? now i can say i also have all the necessary whistles and bells to catch one's attention..haha. ( i had to do it after having been told by a friend that he visits my blog when he suffers the occasional insomnia coz all the words will surely put him immediately to sleep.)

but seriously, it was so so painful to learn how to put these add-ons into my blog (a friend was on the verge of pulling off all his hair tutoring me over the internet) and i wonder if i can remember all the steps to do them again. so if the audio and the visual enhancements don't change for some time, you can safely assume that i have forgotten the steps..haha

true..true..true..

hmm..i thought this article was rather interesting and the argument convincing..."Blog No 661 ~~~ What tank?"

now..why was i even convinced earlier that i was doing my bit for the country by sacrificing the subsidy thingy..?

duh...think me needs to go listen to the link below again and again and again:

lies..lies..lies..

damn..this is getting really stressful..but i kinda like the beat of the rhythm though..so catchy..

kill...kill...kill...

just found this anti-virus software that provides extensive malware recognition of viruses, trojans, backdoor programs, worms, etc..and best of all...it's FREE !! and available at the following links:

avira antivirus

or

avg free

i found them real easy to use and they provide real time guarding against all the nasty stuffs out there..but do only install one of them as running both at the same time may slow down the speed of your computer.

if only everything else in life was as good as this...and wouldn't it be nice if we could use something like this to clean everything else in life too..if you know what i mean..

lies...lies...lies..yeah..eh

first you said august, then you went ahead yesterday. last time you said not so soon, but you did it anyway. you told me you would never do anything to make my life difficult and i believed you thoroughly, then you turned around and gave me a hard life just the same..

so..my question is...are you really inconsistent, indecisive or just plain taking me for a ride? maybe you are just weak and are being taken advantage of by your friends but hey, who said it was gonna be easy sitting on my chair? but you need to show me that you truly care for my well being..and not just whisper sweet nothings in my ear, cause they have already turned sour many many moons ago, and i'm still digging out your saliva.

it's really getting extremely embarrassing with all these double speak, don't you agree..?? and all our neighbors are laughing at your silly incompetencies, every single day since you showed up in my life four years ago.

perhaps you are really wanting me to show you out the door, slammed it in your face and never allow you back in again..EVER..

do watch this music video by the Thompson Twins..

wah...so keng chau ah..

wah liau eh...nowadays kids are so advanced...don't know what to say..sometimes i wonder if we should just forget all those pretenses about how great our eastern values are, how strict our religious morals are and just maybe pay a bit more attention to our young..or have we lost them altogether..

or could it be that we ourselves were also guilty of some of these misadventures, albeit in milder forms, when we were young that such activities do not really bring any element of surprise to us..or could this just be a reflection of our obsession with our earthly desires..hmmm..food for thought ya?..

FOR only RM5, a teenager gets to experience sex with his schoolmates. This was the shocking revelation recorded by counsellors who organised a youth camp for problematic secondary school students in Selangor recently.

In a front-page report in Metro Ahad, a 14-year-old student known as Andy admitted to paying RM5 'for a round of sex' with a senior at school. He said they would either 'do it' at his or her home.

He said both sets of parents were unaware of the activities as they thought the two were studying together and confessed that one of his friends would sometimes join them for a 'threesome'.

'I prefer to have group sex,' said the teenager, without any embarrassment.

He added: 'If I need sex, I only have to call or send her an SMS for an appointment.

'It all started when I began watching pornographic clips with my friend two years ago. Since then, my desire for sex had grown and when I knew that this girl in school did not mind doing it for a fee, I decided to try it with her.'

Another participant at the camp said she suffered from sex addiction after she was raped by her foster brother when she was 12.

The 14-year-old teenager, who wanted to be known only as Anita, said that she often had sex with her classmates and seniors.

'Last year, I had sex three times with two seniors from school. I wasn't afraid and I didn't care. What was important was that I enjoyed it and felt satisfied,' she said.

The last time she had sex was last month, when she had group sex with her friends.

Camp organising committee secretary Mahezan Baharom said the counsellors were shocked with how 'frank and candid' the students were about their sexual activities.

He said that apart from sex, the participants - aged between 13 and 15 - admitted to masturbating in a group, having multiple sex partners, consuming alcohol, glue sniffing, theft and smoking.

'Students who are involved in social ills or misfits do not only come from poor families,' he said.

'We have participants whose parents are well-to-do, VIPs and those whose mothers and fathers are religious people.'

THE STAR/ASIA NEWS NETWORK

do read the following comment by a reader to the above article posted in MT..i couldn't agree more..

written by Dog Sick, June 03, 2008 | 12:13:44

Shocking, yes. Immoral, perhaps. Illegal, I don't think so. In this new age and time where information travels at the blink of an idea (thank Najib for that phrase), we should realize that the children of today grow up much faster than during our time.

What is required is proper sex education among the youth. And this should not be an abstinence course (which has been proven not to work in the US). This should not also not be a religious course (where the Vatican still ban contraceptives until today). Neither should it be a moral course (what is morally wrong about doing the only thing that nature had created you for?).

The education should stress on the science and the psychology of sex. Participants should know that it has implications that reaches far beyond its fleeting orgasmic euphoria. Teens should be taught that it is a powerful force of nature and we respond not only physically but also psychologically to sex. They should also learn about the implications of sexual diseases and what they can do to prevent them.

Be honest here, how many of us have never experimented when we had raging hormones coursing through our veins when we were teenagers? From that experience, some of us had developed a greater understanding of its effects while others are still using their privates for brains.