..guess what..?

..i changed my mind about the Hyundai i10 oredi. Canceled it at the very last minute..why??

because of this lor (they just announced the launch and i had almost given up waiting for this one since July...lucky me, i have not taken hold of the i10....)..hehe..and the one i booked is exactly like what you see here..except i have not decided whether to go for the 1.6 (RM76K) or the 2.0 (RM94K)..

now i just cant wait to get me hands on this beauty...
..but that also means i gotta go moonlight some where to make more money...haha











beautiful..what say you??














but if you really ask me what my ultimate dream car is..it would have to be this one..looks familiar??








more pics of this sexy babe here..









































..and if you like what you have seen so far..here's something to get you even more excited..

..tired of waiting..

..for the kia cerato koup already..

have decided to go for this one instead..hehehe..i know, i know, you gonna say, alamak, what an anti-climax..but hey, it's cute, and i like it...plus it's my money anyway...hahahahaaha

nice hor...

..should be getting hold of this baby in about two weeks..but i'm afraid i had to trade-in my savvy baby to get this one..can you imagine i got offered just rm17.7k for a 4-year old savvy (which still looks almost new) that cost me 42K in 2005 !!!...talk about no-value for money. wah-liao eh !

anyway, mine's gonna be a silver colored one (how boring...but practical)..and i'm gonna be taking the sports rims from my savvy
and transferring them over to this new babe...15" alloys should look good on her...no?

so..this is really

...goodbye..

i heard the sad news from my cousin yesterday. told me you left quietly. i said a little prayer for you as you embarked on your new journey and hoped that the angels were there to keep you safe and watch over you. i know you are now free from all the pain and discomfort. you rightly told me so, just 3 nights ago in a dream. it was so typical of you. to suddenly burst out and said.."hey..!! i'm okay already. see...no more pain" ..and you gave that signature laugh of yours, and i noticed that you "looked" so very very young..

and when i told mom about it over the phone the very next day and she relayed that dream to you..i'm sure you must have smiled a little smile in between labored breaths, coz you probably knew it already..and when mom told me that you'd been talking the past few nights about some departed relatives showing up suddenly in the middle of the night, i kinda knew it too..

and yesterday, mom told me that you went so peacefully, after all your cousins and siblings regaled and reminisced to you the old times down at the old house on Burmah Road. i'm sure it brought back a great lifetime of memories for you, beautiful and joyful memories that you softly and quietly took with you...

i'm so sorry i was not there to say goodbye to you, mostly becoz i hate goodbyes but i also know you probably didn't want me to...and i know you know that one fine day, we will all meet again and i'm sure you will have plenty of stories to tell us for eternity..





p/s: i hope you are taking the paper crane with you..

2012..

Oh oo...



if these movie trailers dont scare you..maybe the link will...





..end of the world..

two pictures...

..pirated these pics from somewhere..i cannot remember where from...haha
but i guess the message is rather clear..

happy birthday ah..

..Malaysia..!!

err...umm..the real MALAYSIA..i mean..

..ok...ok...

..i wasn't planning on writing this..but then, i thought..
what the heck?
i have questioned about life, love and sex..

might as well make the cycle complete..

so here goes..one final question..

...what is death..?

does the mere sound of it send shivers up our spine?
that it destroys anything remotely connected to the divine..
is it something so dreadful and unspeakable..
and does it have to be so sad that it becomes unbearable?

why then can't we just celebrate this phase..?
without having to put on a grieving face..
just like the birth of a new born baby
instead of feeling all mournful and dreary..

is death God's special contraption?
to ensure that we do not miss his connection..
or is it just nature's way of saying..?
too bad man, it's all part of aging..

i am just so curious you see..
if i could just live this life in perpetuity..
is there such a thing as reincarnation?
or am i to be destined for eternal damnation..

so..here's a simple question for you..
what does death and dying really mean to you..?
should it be as what the religions say?
whatever it is, go ahead, tell me, just make my day..