..i dunno what..

..it is that is bugging me lately but i kinda feel real restless..can't even put my finger on it..hmm. i know it's not related to my work or money..god knows i got plenty of those (i meant the work bit..) to keep me busy. been feeling really tired physically too..but it's not like i haven't been sleeping well or what. and i just got myself a new mobile phone very very recently again, so it's not like i am bored with nothing to do..and yet, i just feel completely detached, lethargic and so so numb...so what's wrong with me ??

does anyone ever feel like that some times ? do you ..?

..oh wow..

....another year just came and went...just like that..

but i'm still twenty eight..haha
went up genting to stay and gambled away three whole days. it was fun, really, so much fun to just throw away money...hahaha. i lost RM20. i'm a good gambler you see. i walk away when i win, i also walk away when i loose...

next year, i think i would just go to phuket and sun myself away for a week. eat lots of fresh seafood, and just while the time away..i miss those days when i used to travel a lot. used to travel everywhere on company expense, used to stay at the finest hotels and eat at the best restaurants for free...yeah, i miss those days. nowadays, everything comes out from my own pocket, how sad...haha but i'm still having the best days of my life..

anyway, here's wishing everyone Gong Xi Fa Cai...Happy Chinese New year !!

this is really funny..

..and so obscene..hahaha..!! (Rated-R)

how come i never saw this scene one when i watched the movie??..

..i'm back..

.. yes i'm back..!!

had a whirlwind tour of twitter sphere the past couple of days...woooeeeeee...dangerously funny place to be, especially if one is being used as a hashtag...and the language, i get lost so often in translation..had to constantly ask a friend to help out. hey, what to do? before twitter, all i ever knew about was this tweet2..tweet2 smssss...s tone on my mobile...haha

and i think it's kinda safer for me to crap my stuff here in my blog. at least i still have control over the comments coming in...i have the power to moderate!!..i dont like what you say, i delete..hahahaha plus i have time to churn out my rubbish, i can get a bit more personal with my stories and i can say a lot more without being limited to a number of characters. and if i just puke totally crap, i just have to delete it without publishing. over in twitter sphere, it's 200km/hr speed typing, reading and continuous assault on the senses...just like your first "hand" experience at 12 years old with the bunny magazine..remember? and when u spill out your stuff for the whole world to see, kinda difficult to take it all back right?...hahaha

...there's a..

..whole new world out there..it seems

the twitter world, inhabited by a planet-full of twitterettes & twitteroos or some would say twitterattis..and so that's where i'm gonna be..which also means, very very much lesser blogging updates here lor..oops, sorry, what to do? must keep up with everyone mah...dont want nobody do a #yorais on me, you know what i mean...haha

why, oh....why?

why do we always fight over you?
why can't we share but must claim whole ownership of you?
and when we think we do finally "own" you..
we still fight, and say we got the "real" you

we forget what really it is that you taught us endlessly
we just abuse your words and teachings carelessly
despite the messages that keep coming from you ceaselessly
that, it's just love, fundamentally and unconditionally..

we constantly use your name in vain
just to put ourselves on a pedestal and create ourselves a name..
we use you for all kinds of justifications
just so we can say that we are favored among all the nations..

but i'm sure you were probably just so aghast..
lately, looking at all those horrible things we did..we blame,
we threw things, we burnt, we even created a blast
all because we could not agree who actually owns your name..

wah liao eh..see these tablets, can read them ah..?

..and so this is christmas..

...and a happy new year..soon it'll be over, just like every year..

BUT for what it's worth..here's wishing you another Merry X'mas & Hopefully an even greater New Year...oh dear and 2012 is just around the corner... :(



have a happy happy...